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New Life

It’s been ages since the last one. I guess I’ve been fixing my life to get a better one. Searched an tried to get a new half of me and it slowly sucking the life and the confident out of me. The feeling that I’m not good enough for them, eating my soul deeply. But then I realized, it’s not me. It’s just I loved the wrong ones. The condition that I put myself on, went to clubs like 5 days a week, drinking, smoking, yeahhh I was a little lost back then, it made people judge me and the people who came around just as lost as me. Not everyone, but most of them. Then I started to fix myself, to love myself, to chase my dreams. I want people love me for what I have and whay they see in me. A woman who love herself and has something to proud of. A dream, a passion and love inside of me. Starting to do what I love the most, dancing. Try to work from the bottom and building a career for myself. And the best part is that, I have someone who see all the flaws in me and still stay and fight for me, for who I really am. I don’t need to convince him that I’m good enough because he already knows it. Sometimes, circumstances change itself because you change too. Yet, I still need to work on things, my bad habits, attitudes, and stuffs but I’m glad he knows it and supports me. He is not handsome, he is not rich, he is not perfect either. But who needs all of that when you have someone who loves you for who you are, what you are and what you gonna be? It’s not a perfect relationship. We fight like a lot, but I know that we’re moving on to be better for each other. I guess, that enough for me. In fact, that’s all I ever wanted. I really grateful that I found him. No. The truth is he found me. He watched me, cared for me from distance, and now he’s beside me. And I’m not gonna take him for granted. Who needs all the perfect life, when you can create your own life and feel really happy about it?

Feeling blesses, xoxo


Ps: I love you half soul, Mr. C

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22, livin my dream and having a wonderful life so far. Feel so blessed. Thank you darlin, I love you 💝

22, livin my dream and having a wonderful life so far. Feel so blessed. Thank you darlin, I love you 💝

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Love & Misadventure by Lang Leav now in major bookstores including Barnes & Noble, Waterstones, Fully Booked, Chapters/Indigo, Kinokuniya + many  more. Also available online from Amazon, Barnes & Noble + The Book Depository for free worldwide shipping.

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Love & Misadventure by Lang Leav now in major bookstores including Barnes & Noble, Waterstones, Fully Booked, Chapters/Indigo, Kinokuniya + many  more. Also available online from Amazon, Barnes & Noble + The Book Depository for free worldwide shipping.

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"A good relationship is when two people accept each other’s past, support each other’s present, and love each other enough to encourage each other’s future. So don’t rush love. Find a partner who encourages you to grow, who won’t cling to you, who will let you go out into the world, and trust that you will come back. This is what true love is all about."

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You must learn her.

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You must love her because many have tried and failed. And she wants to know that she is worthy to be loved, that she is worthy to be kept.

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